Healing Ovarian Cancer with Medical Science and Alchemical Hypnosis
By Susan Spiegel Solovay
When I learned I had Stage 3 Ovarian Cancer, July 2004, I could not have been more stunned. I was one of the happiest, most energetic people I knew; surely I did not look or feel like someone afflicted with cancer.
The doctors recommended immediate surgery, both a hysterectomy and debulking the cancer, which had spread to the surrounding organs. They told me after I recovered from surgery that we would embark upon 6 months of chemotherapy.
My first reaction was to resist this harsh treatment. After all, I wanted to look for alternative ways to heal. The research was clear, however. By the time ovarian cancer is at stage 3, your best chance of survival comes from taking the proven poison: surgery plus chemo as a means to clear out the physical problem. But I knew that to be assured of surviving this especially dangerous enemy, I would have to clear out the underlying causes of disease on the emotional, mental, and spiritual planes. (See Alchemy of Healing, by David Quigley)
I turned to the most potent inner clearing work I knew: Alchemical hypnosis. If there was any truth to my deep seated belief, that there is an underlying emotional issue underneath any illness, I was determined to clear that in the most effective way possible.
I began immediately. I set up appointments with my favorite hypnotist/alchemical healer. She helped prepare me for surgery as well as clear out a deep layer of stuck energy in my ovaries. Little did I realize, until our session, that I was still holding sadness, resentment and anger there, from a trauma 16 years earlier.
After surgery, as I was in recuperating for many weeks, I was able to use self-hypnosis and self-alchemy, as I am an experienced Alchemist. I contacted and cleared a nasty inner-Nazi task-master. This was a past life part; imagine, I was carrying around an inner ‘slave-driver’ who was punishing me for not doing more with my life!!! Alchemy taught me to unmask the character, dialogue with her, learn her needs and intent, and eventually, rescue her inner child and heal her from the ugliness of who she had become.
This dissipated a huge burden of negative pressure, a heaviness and darkness inside me; I could feel the release on an energetic level. The Nazi was no longer whipping me!
As I moved into recovery mode and prepared for chemotherapy, I began to waver about doing chemo. I began to think of just using hypnosis to heal, and take the slower, more natural, and gradual route to healing, without further medical intervention. It was a difficult choice, but an important one that I took time to make. I spoke to many people and many survivors. My conclusion was clear. Let the chemo do the heavy lifting—clearing out the cancer cells that were left. And let the hypnosis do the inner clearing, so that cancer never would return.
The next steps in my healing involved different uses of hypnosis. One more session with a hypnotist to prepare for the onslaught of chemo was very important and helpful. In this session, we prepped the body to welcome the chemicals and direct them to the unwanted cancer cells. We also thanked and said goodbye to the cancer.
As I understood more about the effects and damage of chemo, I created tapes to listen to before, during and after each chemo session. These tapes included suggestions for directing the chemicals to the out-of-control cancer cells, while providing protection for the healthy cells, and suggesting quick cleansing of all chemicals and all cancer cells from my body.
I feel that these tapes helped me get through the difficulties of chemo with, perhaps, less damage than I would have incurred without these positive suggestions to my mind and body.
But I was not done yet.
During the healing process, a new, very impenetrable part of me had shown up in my inner world. A part so damaged, so scary, and so toxic, I could clear it on my own. This time, I went to an Alchemist who specializes in past life clearings. We were able to find the thread of many linked lifetimes in which this part was disempowered, cut off from her divine nature and in deep conflict with family members in my present life.
I have been symptom-free now for 2 years. My health and energy are restored. But more importantly, this healing completed a major shift in my inner world. Now I feel a new lightness of being that has helped me enjoy life in a happier, more present, more carefree way.
When the diagnosis is cancer, there are many important decisions to make. None is more important than: do I want to live? If you want to live well and live long, I strongly urge you to do your clearing on all planes: mental, physical, emotional and spiritual.
Susan Spiegel Solovay
EagleSpieg@aol.com
